the longest 31 days of my life

At these monthly milestones a new mother shares all the amazing things her growing baby is doing. At my first month milestone all I can do is reflect on the most challenging month I have ever faced; Physically. Mentally. Spiritually. Emotionally. Life has a way of presenting manifold challenges. But everything is magnified in the reality of her passing. Joislen Grace. A month away from you has redefined every fiber of my being. You have changed my life in every way, for always. The only constant that remains is the same one that keeps me part sane. You tested and strengthened my faith. The pain it takes to trust the God who took you. He's my only hope. The agony of a mother who buries her only child is unlike any other.