so many signs
Dec 15, 2016
This will blow a fuse....so I guess a lot happened today. Well. It started with me wearing yellow. We went to go visit my aunt in uncle an hour away. I usually get a feeling before I see a yellow butterfly figure. The live ones always surprise me. So I had that feeling. I looked all in their livingroom and nothing. So I left it alone. We mingled. ate. Laughed. Uncle hand-shook me a rolled up bill to put in d3's piggy bank. He did this for me when I was 5, major flashbacks. When I went to use the bathroom before we left I saw this phone outlet, with 2 yellow butterflies on it. I smiled. On the way home d3s head was spinning. My mom got out his cuddle elephant and started stroking his cheek with it and singing a song she made up to him about sister Joislen and he instantly calmed down. We tried other songs before and on the ride there. It was the song. As she was singing a yellow butterfly fluttered by. I got home to update this post. Cuz that was enough. And something told me to look at the bill with full expectation to see something Joislen on it. Ah. The 2 letters before the serial number was JL. That was the first nickname I ever had for my daughter. when she was 4 months in my womb I called her JL. Jael. So yeah that was all pretty amazing. Lol as I'm typing I look back down at the bill and realize the numbers that proceed JL. 619. Our area code in San Diego. Eh. 44, 700, we could go for the stretch to say she was born at 404 and 7 is the number of spiritual perfection. And B for baby....But we can leave it at JL and 619 😏 I love you Joislen! You blow my mind princess. Every time.