Oh my Lanta. Cousin Leniya. 4 years ago. Just days older than Joislen would've been now. I'm getting through missing these milestones by watching other little girls make theirs. Leniyas the closest to my heart since their God sisters cousins and share some of their name and blood. Anytime 4 years ago today on fb is niya. It will forever be a reminder of Joislen and where she would've been. Somehow. Watching my niece grow again is comforting to me.