wouldve couldve. not shouldve for us.

I look at this 4 year old picture of me and my niece/god daughter. Who was 11 months in it. Just like Joislen would be today. And I can't help but dream. I would prolly be skinny again by now if I wasn't 2/3s the way thru my second pregnancy. But if Joislen was in my arms, and I was skinny, that means d3 wouldn't have been conceived at the top of this year. You shouldn't have to chose children. God didn't make me chose. I have them both. One in my belly and one in my heart, memory and destiny. I have them both. 👼🏽👶🏽