When I saw my counselor write today's date. I broke down. 3 months today. I cannot believe she's gone. I cannot believe I'm here. How much can transpire in 3 months? A lifetime for some--As I attempt normalcy, without you with me. I miss you so much baby girl you are my heart and soul. I hope when I get home to play that song on the keyboard in your nursery that you would play it with me. Mostly, I don't find much purpose in grief. Because you're not coming back. But today. Today, I will allow myself to be. And my heart hurts without you Joislen. It hurts a whole gaping lot.
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