wow.

i'm sitting here in utter SHOCK
Gentian violet was recommended to me by my momma friends for his thrush....
Violet....
In his lips...
Stillbirth momma......

When I just looked down and saw my boy. Who is already the exact replica of his sister, now embody the defining characteristic of a deceased baby, the purple lips my Joislen rocked for a day. Those lips. Here. Alive. 

No words in the English language to explain my heart right now. None.